Five Reasons I Want to be a Yoga Teacher

People don’t believe me when I say I’m shy. I seem to be an outgoing sort, and eight years semi-clad on a stage in Times Square certainly does not indicate a reserved little wallflower. Yet, inside I’m insecure, hesitant, scared. I prefer to be a follower rather than a leader.

So why on earth do I want to be a yoga teacher? I am not a yoga show-off, rocking all the poses (see “Drunken Pigeon”–alexa-maxwell/ and “Fear of Downward Dog”–alexa-maxwell/) I don’t think I know any better than anyone else the wheres, hows, and whys of yoga poses. I only know a handful of Sanskrit.

But Kate Bartolotta’s recent article  got me thinking; there must be a good reason (hell, maybe even five!) that I want to do this. So, here goes:

1. I love yoga and what it has done for me in so many ways: the physical, mental, and spiritual growth it has helped me achieve. It has made me not only familiar with, but a fan – finally! – of my own body. I want to share this and pass it on to others. (Um, not to make them a fan of mine, you understand, but of their own. You got that, right?)

2. The idea of a job where I can be clad in comfy clothes and run around barefoot makes me giggle and grin.  I have always envisioned myself as a sort of hippie. I don’t know why; I don’t wear bohemian blouses and flowing skirts except for in my fantasies, and try as I might, my hair just does not grow past my shoulders. If I put a flower or two in it, they inevitably look squished instead of fresh, and they quickly fall out (from embarrassment, no doubt.)

 3. I want to deepen my own practice. I know this is a big cliché, or a tired ploy to get people to pay for training who probably will never really want to teach, but it’s true for me. I want to understand more. I want to know the background of yoga and why it does what it does to my body. I want to explore the spiritual side. I want to know about the petals, darn it! Sure, I could get all this in books or on the internet without spending thousands of dollars, but I know me. I won’t do it. Sit me down in a formal (or semi-formal) structure and I’ll learn it. Otherwise it could linger on my “to-do” list for a hundred years.

4. I want to be taken care of. Maybe this just applies to the training part, but I’m tired of doing it all alone. I’ve been traveling solo since July – figuring out buses, getting lost, getting robbed, eating what’s available and cheap instead of what I want. I’m tired of trying to find the hostel, weary of hoping to fit in and be of service where I’m volunteering. I’m tired of stumbling through a second language that I am just not proficient in and being frustrated with misunderstandings or total miscomprehension. In this last month of my travels, I want someone to tell me where to go, what I’m eating, where to put my bag, and what time yoga class starts. I want someone to guide me so that I, eventually, am ready to go back to guiding myself.

5. And, finally, I want to bring yoga to those who need a messenger. I don’t want to work with you. Probably. If you’re reading this, you already know yoga, you already love it, and you are more than likely “better” than me at it. (Not a judgment, just a general observation.) Hell, this body just turned forty nine. I wasn’t a jock in my teens or twenties, I’m not magically going to become one now. If you are, that’s great, but you’re not who I want to teach. I want to teach the young’uns. Little kids. In my last few years of teaching kindergarten, I incorporated yoga sessions into my class. I even bought and cut a roll of mats last year. I enjoyed passing on the love of yoga and the exploration of poses to five and six year old kids. I didn’t end with a Namaste – not in a public school, where even Jesus and Santa are not allowed!

But I ended each class with a thank you.

“Who should we thank today? The sunshine outside? Your body? The gym teacher?”

It’s almost the same thing, and more PC. Some day soon I might also take a class to teach seniors, as I’ll eventually be joining their ranks. I want to bring yoga to those who might not come to it if I weren’t helping them along as a smiling ambassador. It’s all about sharing.

So those are my reasons. I bet every person who commits to a teacher training has some that are similar, and some that are drastically different. That’s what makes us potentially so great when we come out of the training phase, refreshed and eager to take it to the next level, or take it to the streets, or in my case, the preschools, and spread our newfound wealth of knowledge, accumulating more as we go along. I want to be part of the rainbow of people who love to bring yoga to others, not ‘cause I’m better than anyone else, but because I feel, almost evangelistically, like spreading the good news.

Yoga’s kind of cool, and so are you, kid.

Peace love and Namaste! – Catnip


About catnipkiss

I am a writer who is working on a travel memoir. I write about issues that speak to my soul: love, sex, yoga, spirituality, body image, dating and friendship, and more as it comes up! I love comments - thanks! What would YOU like to explore?
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5 Responses to Five Reasons I Want to be a Yoga Teacher

  1. soundhealshh says:

    They’re all good reasons. Those little kids will eat up what you have to offer, once you’re back to telling yourself where to put your yoga bag…

  2. harriet bissell says:

    My body is screaming for yoga right now – tight shoulders, stiff neck, out of whack posture – and I keep forgetting to breathe. We need our yoga teachers!!!

  3. catnipkiss says:

    thanks for reading! I feel my life has really changed with yoga, especially since I started going deeper into the philosophy and linking into the yoga community!

  4. Nabilla says:

    I am about to go for my own teacher training in September this year too and stumbling onto your blog has been a gift. It’s like finding a friend on the same road as you 🙂

  5. catnipkiss says:

    Thanks Nabilla, I hope I prove worthy! I will be writing about the training both here and (hopefully) on elephantjournal (under Alexa Maxwell). If you have not yet seen check it out; they have a lot of great articles about yoga!

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